How could you do something so horrible. You were the only person I trusted in my entire world and you betrayed that in the most intense way possible. You ruined my trust. Damaged my judgement. Fucked my boundaries. Broke me.
Fuck you really. I wanna ask you so many questions? Why? How long were you planning this? What happened to family? But what answer would I get?
I’m over these people in my life. These people who constantly put a motive behind everything they do. If I’m not benefitting I’m not doing something. Or to get myself to benefit I am gonna do something, no matter the circumstance.
To both male “father” figures in my life, let me just say thanks for all the poor self confidence, boundary and trust issues. It’s really a cherry on top of all the other wonderful things you’ve taught me.
I’ve seriously eaten paradise bakery for breakfast, rubios for lunch, and now I’m craving chick fil a.
I’m not even hungry! I haven’t eaten this much in a day in probably two months!